holidae has finally come. thank god..but i kinda miss school though....
nursing studies exam was no difficult...its alright for me, but biological science was a dread.....it was though and some questions do trick u, but lucky i check back.

aniwaz... my attachment would be at changi general hospital...@ ward 38 if i'm not mistaken. but i would have prefered singapore general hospital though.... what can i do.. can't be choosy rite.

abang ngah for the third time was admitted to tan tock seng hospital for the same old problem... pus in his body..it use to be on both his armpit,and it was surgery that was done. but this time it was on his neck... can't really do surgery there huh....


aniwaz....
i have dreamt of the pembastard for like i don't know how much. hope it ends....

and sam... miss you... muax...

at long last..tomorrow is my nursing studies exam and tuesday is my biological science and then holiday..yeapie....i'm a bit nuevoes for clinical practice...scary....

aniways.... i decided to use the one month holiday mostly on exercising and hopefully i can lose another ten to twenty kilos...hehe...


nothing to say much lately....school is such a bore and yes secondary school is still the best.
and u can't foce me on what i want to do.... and yes just go ahead with ur life...and wen i prove my point, u'll know what i meant....

aniwaz...sam....i thought u also 4get me lol.....
bluek....
aniwaz....one of this days hope u free.....

today was bv bazaar and it was great.... fun in catching up....
mit akhim and fyd at bedok inter....
then suddenly, ais came....
sorry sam...i was super duper late.... time really flies.... then we mit up wif sam.
aniwaz, we entered and we saw many students, teachers and ex-school students....
we walk here and there....
then we decided to go to haunted house at level 6.
when i was climbing up the stairs... i saw him...mr xxx. then we queue for it...it was a long long wait.
thanks to fyd for belanja air..hehehe...
then..mar came, and i picked her up from the gate. we when up again. after a long wait, sam stayed looking after the back while the rest went down.
sometimes i see him, sometimes i don't.


serious matter....then we walk around..mar and akhim met up wif their friends and so, fyd , ais and i left them behind. then, we buy water again....
then we went back to the stairs as sam called already. so we were fast...... then saw mr yyy.

i can't believe it..he saw me but.....he got this look and then just move away......
why? i didn't do anything what


then went up back...

after a few look ups and downs.... i saw mr xxx at the parade square.
it was a pleasant feeling.

then our turn is up.
finally..while still waiting, mrs vytialingam dance.
it was heck of a show.
the six of us entered and it was a fun haunting experience. mar and akhim kept kutuk ing the ghost..hehe
i must say it was funny and yes.... funny...
i was scared a bit lah..hehe
it was fun and fun...



then we sat near the pond... and i could see him.....mr xxx that is...
it was fun looking at him... i look at him mas if it is the last time....


then i move around with sam and ais.... fyd already went back. saw mr yyy.
wa lan ne..... i'm not satisfied with his attitude. its like he is avoiding me.... what the hell....
i didn't do anything..realllyyy dah siok sendiri....

aniwaz.... i sat back. and it was fun seeing him...i saw him looking for several times.....:)we ate and all....then we play UNO.
yes....


mr xxx has to pass by us in order to put all the items back to the p.e room.....
my heart feel like dropping. i was excited that i had to stand up...
it was okie.....i felt a bit regretted.....don't know lah...


afyter the last game of UNO, we went back...on the way out, i saw him again.. he look for several times....then the last one he turned his head, but i wasn't sure if he actually look at me, but it was in my directtion......

it was fun having 3 conversation in msn...hehe

Last night, I had a very weird dream of him, .Mr. xxx aka lembut.
It was a weird one. The dreams include me, sam, fyd and ais. A very weird one. The story was a bit complicated. What I know is that I followed him from the back to he went to the kitchen. The kitchen looks like a kind of Arabic rich balcony with dawn setting I with beautiful purple clouds. It was a nice view. I stand beside him, and he or I moved away. I can’t remember. But it got something to do with the obese seminar. Weird weird dream.


I was so mad at mardiana. Who does she think she is? Need me, she’ll always pester me. I didn’t attend remedial also because of her! She say she has always busy nowadays, but she has gone out more than me eh… and we were going to exercise... not keen on it, don’t wish on getting it!!
Anyway, I’ll do it better than you dengan cara aku sendiri……

Anyway yesterday was good. It was fun catching up with Sam about school. And yes, we entered Bv. It was fun. But the school has changed a lot. Sam can’t wait for Saturday J cheers... and I think he forget… dun think so much on it Okie…. Take care love…. Hug and kisses from dearest mami….

well...last saturday, i had to attend an obese seminar at Victoria junior college. i was dragged there and i couldn't escape it as u need MC for that. so leceh. but i believe everything happen for a reason. i came in first and then met up with vickie and siti in the school itself. then i was standing there when i saw this guy with his bicycle. i look at him, and it was him...mr xxx. i nearly fell to my feet. lucky vickie hold on to me. he was going to park his bicycle when i took the time to relax and calm down. i sat at the table avaiable with squeezing us in it...there was table too.
aniwaz, i could see him in the corner of my eyes. he suddenly U-turn and when i look at him, he was smsing very fast. i was petending to talk to this mak cik. then the mak cik walk away, and he passed by. he walk by me.... he looked at me, then straighted up front, then look at me, then up front. he did that for several times. he looked scared and it was okay for me. hehe.... then he went to the lecture hall. vickie wanted to go up, so without any objections we all did. then vickie sat on the sit that was several seats behind him, but he was in the middle, we were at the side. i was going to sit, when he look back, then his friend. i guess he is the new p.e teacher in school.
aniwaz.... the lecture started late and ask the people who had entered to go out. i don't know lah, but he waited for a few minutes then suddenly walks off with this attitude. his friend just laugh. i dunno, but thing got something to do wif me. but its alrite.
after that i didn't see him...only some several teachers from old sec school and the principal.


at least he remembers me:)
and yes i've been searchin for tis song for a long time. tis song is meant for mr xxx... sang by
mayang sari- kusalah menilaimu

cukup lama sudah kita t\'lah bersama

tapi kurasakau t\'lah banyak berubah

kini tiada lagi rindu dihatimutiada kata cinta

yang dulu hanya untukku

harus ku sadari kita

semakin t\'lah berbeda

rasanya tak mungkin bersama lagi

biar kusimpan rasa kecewa

biarlah aku yang mengalah

takkan ku menghalangi keinginanmu

biar kucari jalan sendiri

biarlah asal kau bahagia

mungkin ini semua kesalahanku

menilai dirimu

after the seminar, i went to batam wif mom.. and wat can i say, sometimes people do take advantage of you.

at last... i could write in my entry and it would be save..... usually cannot, because got prob with the computer at home... now using school.....

i'm a busy busy gal this week.
today after school, in less than an hour, i got this teambuilding workshop. never go, my $10 gone...
tomorrow got the obese seminar....
never go, pay $50. tired man.....

sam, sorry.... can't make it today...but holidae is coming :)
aniwaz.... i did my PIE project, but it wasn't as planned. so wasted... i didn't actually do the project.. thanks to lovely sis... i finished it.. so thanks sis...love you


and dearest sam... thank u so much..... thank u for being there with me even though we are far apart....
love you... and thank you....millions....
appreciate it




and yes i think i need to go for counselling..... i'm so bothered about the past when it pops up.... hate it....

hallo there.... last night i got weird dream.... i dreamt of mr xxx and mr yyy.... same dream, but they never met.
first it was mr yyy, he was driving a small car with his wife or so lah... something like that..then change to mr xxx, which i can't remember what!!!
haiyo.....


school was alrite to me....
phase test 1 is near, and i'm dead nervous... this is worse than oral...
ya tuhan, smoga aku ade semagat untuk lakukan nye.

u people wish me luck too aik....


and fridae, i have to go for this camp for two daes. because of this camp, i can't follow mum to batam.... so sad. monday also got test... haiz.... everything seems to go so fast.

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