grad soon
Saturday, October 07, 2006
its been two weeks...i still survived....graduating soon...directly next week..im so sad that everything has to end so soon. i'll miss mr xxx.(i think)confused...so scared of grad, miss the old times...my friends and i play a family game...me..mami... got 4 best frends..all b my daughter..this mr yyy, became their daddy. i think i like him alot, but too bad..he is Married. but its o.k...because im leaving anyway, so my feelings won't go deeper..everything happens for a reason...but thanks to mr yyy, my feelings for mr xxx...i appreciate it mr yyy.today saw mr yyy,thinks he knows that i have a crush on him....but he is o.k...he doesn't avoid me or show any discontent towards me, unlike mr xxx. thanks mr yyy, for making this two weeks a happy one for me... i will always remember you...and the last time at e klas thingy, sori to have laugh..didn't mean to hurt you.... i apologize for that...thank u...for being a part of me...can't believe today is my last lesson with mr yyy..asked him a question....k...ah...still fasting...2 weeks already.. i wasted one day because, this teacher ask me to run around the school less than 3 min. wah i cannot take it, at 8 something, i break fast..iman tak kuat sangat...