i am feeling so scared
Sunday, November 19, 2006
don't know why, knowing the possibilities that i would not be able to see mr yyy, make me have this scary feeling... i'm scared, horrified. i miss him already. but i am glad to say that i would not have to face him again. if wat happens on friday happens again in let say 2 weeks times everday... i would surely fall 4 him....
i am slacking like hell. tomorrow i got my science paper 1 and i am not even learning anything to do with science. i tink that i am too tired to bother. don't know why..but my head would really have this sharp pain if i start to open up my TYS. huh.....
oh today, i was not happy about one of my cousin... @ msn.. i said hi...she ask who i was. i said "ur couzin, hida". u noe wat she replied" oh...eh"... i felt so bastard... sis said don't take it too hard cause ppl like her are not easy to talk with especially if she's the appearance type base... i agreed, i actually could see..most of my cousins @my father side are all like that... this is why i prefer to hang out with the cousin @ my mom side..they are more easier to talk with....and actually communicate....