shocking news.....
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
ais and i were at the library...sam sms ais to call her..it was an urgent matter...concerning has.ais went down to call sam...not long after...she went up..saying that there is some news... i had thefeeling that it was not a good one...
then when we went out of the library..walked near the councilling room....ais break the news...she told me that haslina has cancer... i was so shocked..then near the gate..cik hassan say that has was there...but go already...
ais and i searched for her...we went to her house..her bro said she is not there and has an appointment at two... we decided to go there..there are no alternative..where could she be? we walked towards the int..saw nan...told me that mr yyy is very rich... i was like..really...i felt a bit different... i don't know why..but i don have a soft spot for rich people...dunno..confused....huh..
we went to SGH..thanks to as bro and sis 4 the info...
we went there and search for the block and place....
then...
has mom shouted for ais...then we turned... we nearly missed a turn... then we saw has... she cried.... then she went i n to this checking room..then ais came in... has mom was outside with me..she cried..and broke down.. frankly..i am not good at comforting ppl...
then has came out with ais...went to another place..near there..the nurse said that it is going to be difficult for months..hair would fall and she would vomit.. but after that she would be alrite...
then has mom goes home first... has don't want to go home first..so we went to bedok int...via mrt...
time flies so fast....we shop....go here..go there... try to ease her mind a bit... she was a bit choas.. don't know..she offered me a drink..i don wan it as i want a sugar drink..not plain water..then she became..dunno ah..she would not taste ais ice-cream.. i persuaded her too..she did..but she put in on her palm... i was like wat..but i did not asked further..huh...
then..ais went home... i walked home with has..sat down...and relax a bit..she cried...but..wat can i do..but be there with her rite? today.. i know that she cried alt....expect it... if it was me... i would too....
hope she is alrite..and be brave to face this... be strong my little angel