@ bedok cc
Tuesday, January 16, 2007
well..hey there..yesterday went to Bedok comunity centre in the afternoon with Has..played computer games..it was o.k... i did my previous entry there. aniwaz..then later went to inter. when, mardiana, yasirah and sharifah was there.
we talked. abt mr yyy too. and his wife... i don't know why..but for the first time that i played the family game, i felt lonely..just ever so lonely... i know..its bullshit...
i had been thinking abt it alot..can't help it..and it does bother me i many ways...
later we went back to bedok cc, second time as rasul asked her sis to go...there, rasul friend ..ayunee and umaira was there..we shook hand and didn't really talk to them...rasul and friends went to play the computer..has and i went to the hawker centre near our school.it was o.k.. we walk passed sam's house..wanted to call her down..but considering it was maghrib... and the phone was spoiled..we didn't...sat underneath the block near the school.i still remember those days where has,ais and i would chew or crunch the ice cubes and how we would hide ourselves from the principal..hehe...
well..saw xhi yuan...but didn't really bother to talk to him...
we went back to the cc. i still felt miserable abt mr yyy..but has somehow made me change my mind and mentality abt it. i should have expected it..sooner or later that's the fact.... now i can't face mr yyy..and i hope that i will not see him again...o.klah..maybe from far..same goes for mr xxx. leave it to that. think this is my big break..don't think abt mr xxx as often.. has told me it might be because it has been a long time since i saw mr xxx..facial... yeah..i agree..and i hope i don't see him soon...it's 4 the best...
then later..everyone went back home after...