well, school has been a stress stress thing. tiring indeed.... i need to buck up in biology....haiz... science was my weakest subject in 0 levels, now also science...haiz.. today got surprise test, and i was indeed in surprised mode when i couldn't do the questions... i've studied everyday since school started, so its painful for me to see those kind of results. well, i'm not going to make the same old mistakes like the 0 levels, play play play...so i'll have to find a solution to my learning techniques.
my aim is going to polytechnic with a g.p.a of 3.5 and above. i can do it!!!


and sam honey, dun think so much kay...relaks..smiles

well, ithas been a week of orientation. tiring indeed. school time mostly end at 5- 6p.m and i feel like fainting.aniwaz, this time, i won't slack like i did i were in mu 0 levels time. i must be serious.hehe.... aniwaz, think i want to retake certain subjects of my 0 levels....ummm... i want to do well in this course.... and get a g.p.a of 3.5. dunno if i wan to pick up a cca as my schedule is damn hertic. haiz....i cant believe it how certain people who has new friends just abandon he old one. what kind of friend is that. but it wasn't a shocker. she got into the same course wif me, but for months hide it. why? always saying that she's the clown that make us happy, but the fact is, its crap.the jokes are lame....
well, met new friends there, but we not close, they have their old friends to accompany too. see, they don't abandon the old ones...
aniwz, glad to know that both my teachers for nursing studies and biological science are good.they work professionally and i could understand wat they teaching.
okay le....i chow first...

well, today is school day.....it was orientation and it is a bit sucky. don't really know anyone, we do communicate a bit, but not that talk talk kind. i must say that i'm a bit lucky that someone had offered to share her locker with me.
aniwaz, i haven't bought any school uniform, so yes, think tomorrow, go buy. on wednesday, can wear already. i can't believe it, my classrooms are all in level 6. tomorrow, have many things to settle. go to student activity center, to take photo for ez link. and also, go and buy school uniforms...all must must.......
haiz........ i am so afraid to this new changes, just so afraid....i dun know what to do!!!!

aloha.....
today was a blast. yesterday, i've made an appointment with Sam, and so i decided not to help mum. sis volunteered anyway. well, this morning, sis was crying said she lack her sleep and i was the chossen one....why!!!! i cried and was so mad at sis. don't make promises if u can't keep it.....
aniwaz, i had to cancel the appointment. i was really pissed about it. i was waiting to go back to skol for a long time. well i was lemau and clumsy at the stall. mom kept complaining and yacking and it was irritating.
i called sis at home from 7a.m to 10a.m or so.
she was still sleeping, then god answered my prayers. she finally woke up.
she agreed to switch place with me, and would drop by around 11.30 to 12p.m. i was excited, and called sam.
we decided to continue with the appointment. then, my nightmare came, sis hadn't came. i waited for like 1.45p.m till she came. i broke down and cry as it was already 1p.m..... abang long was there, and he asked why. i said nothing as i'm not that close to him. but he is a counsellor, and so he knows what was wrong. when sis came, abang long was like' why huda u late, adik cry' sternly.
aniwaz, it was pouring heavily an it so sis came soaking wet. haha
pity her though.
abang long offered me a ride to skol with his car, and not missing the opportunity, i agreed.
well, as you know it was raining, we ran to abang long's car. while running, the shoes that i was wearing was like spoilt and i lost my shoes. yes i did.
aniwaz, in the car, i really do communicate with abang long. we talk abt the family and all and it was fun.
then reached the hawker center near the skol, and i bought slippers. it was funny and weird as people stare at me bare-footed.
aniwaz, as i was walking near the skol gate, i saw sam and fyd. i was happy....yeai. it remind me of the 3 2n5 girls of 2003.yeai. it was fun and memorable as we talk and walk in the skol. i'll miss u gals a lot. hope this friendship will last for a long long time. keep in touch kay...muax

hello there, yesterday was a blast.
mardiana, akhim and i decided to met up for exercise.
it was fun.
mardiana and i jogged at the tracks for only two rounds. go figure, i thought i could end it with 20 rounds. usually i could, but yesterday was so hot that i felt like fainting.
aniwaz, we played UNO and STRESS. it was fun.hehe
we then decided to walk from bedok stadium to tampines mall. it was a long walk, but we reached there. my legs was hurting. i felt that my right leg was broken. but after a few minutes of rest, it was alright.
we went to shop here and there and it was okay.
after that, we went to eastpoint. it was already dark by then. it was only for a while.
after that, i reached home.
i was shocked that my handphone bill was a major wow. this month bill was $133. usually, it would be only $40. this saturday, i'm going to apply for a job. part-time. so wish me luck:)
i was so exshauted that i went to bed.

hello there, the laptop are alrite...so, last friday went to yaya birthday party, and it was hectic with childrens.
so stress. school is starting soon and i'm so nervous like hell. what to do? but i guess its a good thing to met more people....
aniwaz, today was hectic, mom found out that sis retain one year, and she was like,How??? but it was really nothing though.
aniwaz, i cant wait for friday.

i must say that i'm nervous that's school is starting soon. i don't know what it's going to be like, but i hope for the best....
aniwaz, tomorrow is my dearest niece, yaya birthday party. even though her birthday was yesterday, but jusy wanna wish that cute girl happy one year birhtday. love ya..
life is a bit though. its scary. but i'mglad that my family and a few of my feiends are there with me. so thank you.
aniwaz, hope i'll met good people there. one lesson, don't get too close to a friend, and help like as if they were family, because they couls turn their backjust like that. may god save that kind of people.
well, hasn't got any new charger, now at bedok cc.
and yes samirah, i remember the date. can't wait.....love you muaxs
so, till next time..bubye.

hellp there...
been quite some time since i last blog.
something wrong with the charger,so today went to first brother house to use his computer.
many things have happen recently. the people that u thought would be nice, generous and sure doesn't treat u like shit, surely do betray u. i couldn't believe it, but yeah it happen to me.
i should have obeyed my parents. haiz....its all too late.
i couldn't believe it...it was all too fast. its not that i'm bragging or anything, it's just that, i followed her alot, do this and that, try to help out. but now when she's well again, she treat me like shit. it hurts alot. i know she doesn't use to be like this, but i guess people do change.
what can i say. she and i could never be friends again after that day. the humiliation my family had to go through. i must say her family has no respect for others, and may god help them.
till today i still don't know what i did. what did i do so bad that i was treated that way. its unfair.
i know that my sis went overboard, but i know she's trying to protect me.
whatever it is, what goes around comes around.
till today, i has yet to forgive her. it just hurts too much. this what it is..a friend or foe.
whatever it is, i'm okay....this incident made me stronger....

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