it was fun having 3 conversation in msn...hehe

Last night, I had a very weird dream of him, .Mr. xxx aka lembut.
It was a weird one. The dreams include me, sam, fyd and ais. A very weird one. The story was a bit complicated. What I know is that I followed him from the back to he went to the kitchen. The kitchen looks like a kind of Arabic rich balcony with dawn setting I with beautiful purple clouds. It was a nice view. I stand beside him, and he or I moved away. I can’t remember. But it got something to do with the obese seminar. Weird weird dream.


I was so mad at mardiana. Who does she think she is? Need me, she’ll always pester me. I didn’t attend remedial also because of her! She say she has always busy nowadays, but she has gone out more than me eh… and we were going to exercise... not keen on it, don’t wish on getting it!!
Anyway, I’ll do it better than you dengan cara aku sendiri……

Anyway yesterday was good. It was fun catching up with Sam about school. And yes, we entered Bv. It was fun. But the school has changed a lot. Sam can’t wait for Saturday J cheers... and I think he forget… dun think so much on it Okie…. Take care love…. Hug and kisses from dearest mami….

well...last saturday, i had to attend an obese seminar at Victoria junior college. i was dragged there and i couldn't escape it as u need MC for that. so leceh. but i believe everything happen for a reason. i came in first and then met up with vickie and siti in the school itself. then i was standing there when i saw this guy with his bicycle. i look at him, and it was him...mr xxx. i nearly fell to my feet. lucky vickie hold on to me. he was going to park his bicycle when i took the time to relax and calm down. i sat at the table avaiable with squeezing us in it...there was table too.
aniwaz, i could see him in the corner of my eyes. he suddenly U-turn and when i look at him, he was smsing very fast. i was petending to talk to this mak cik. then the mak cik walk away, and he passed by. he walk by me.... he looked at me, then straighted up front, then look at me, then up front. he did that for several times. he looked scared and it was okay for me. hehe.... then he went to the lecture hall. vickie wanted to go up, so without any objections we all did. then vickie sat on the sit that was several seats behind him, but he was in the middle, we were at the side. i was going to sit, when he look back, then his friend. i guess he is the new p.e teacher in school.
aniwaz.... the lecture started late and ask the people who had entered to go out. i don't know lah, but he waited for a few minutes then suddenly walks off with this attitude. his friend just laugh. i dunno, but thing got something to do wif me. but its alrite.
after that i didn't see him...only some several teachers from old sec school and the principal.


at least he remembers me:)
and yes i've been searchin for tis song for a long time. tis song is meant for mr xxx... sang by
mayang sari- kusalah menilaimu

cukup lama sudah kita t\'lah bersama

tapi kurasakau t\'lah banyak berubah

kini tiada lagi rindu dihatimutiada kata cinta

yang dulu hanya untukku

harus ku sadari kita

semakin t\'lah berbeda

rasanya tak mungkin bersama lagi

biar kusimpan rasa kecewa

biarlah aku yang mengalah

takkan ku menghalangi keinginanmu

biar kucari jalan sendiri

biarlah asal kau bahagia

mungkin ini semua kesalahanku

menilai dirimu

after the seminar, i went to batam wif mom.. and wat can i say, sometimes people do take advantage of you.

at last... i could write in my entry and it would be save..... usually cannot, because got prob with the computer at home... now using school.....

i'm a busy busy gal this week.
today after school, in less than an hour, i got this teambuilding workshop. never go, my $10 gone...
tomorrow got the obese seminar....
never go, pay $50. tired man.....

sam, sorry.... can't make it today...but holidae is coming :)
aniwaz.... i did my PIE project, but it wasn't as planned. so wasted... i didn't actually do the project.. thanks to lovely sis... i finished it.. so thanks sis...love you


and dearest sam... thank u so much..... thank u for being there with me even though we are far apart....
love you... and thank you....millions....
appreciate it




and yes i think i need to go for counselling..... i'm so bothered about the past when it pops up.... hate it....

hallo there.... last night i got weird dream.... i dreamt of mr xxx and mr yyy.... same dream, but they never met.
first it was mr yyy, he was driving a small car with his wife or so lah... something like that..then change to mr xxx, which i can't remember what!!!
haiyo.....


school was alrite to me....
phase test 1 is near, and i'm dead nervous... this is worse than oral...
ya tuhan, smoga aku ade semagat untuk lakukan nye.

u people wish me luck too aik....


and fridae, i have to go for this camp for two daes. because of this camp, i can't follow mum to batam.... so sad. monday also got test... haiz.... everything seems to go so fast.

i'm hurt.... i know i'm selfish, but i want her to suffer to ease the pain....
i hate her i hate her i hate her....i hate her...die..no no dun die..live and suffer..hahaha...
this is a hate note to that particular person...... i'm venting my anger... and yes.... think its working..... chow....

well, yesterday school ends at 12, but decided to stay back for phase test practice...pity joan...she has a hard time on mesuring blood pressure, and i could really see how pressured she was. whatever it is, hope she'll be alrite.
aniwaz, decided to met mar and the others. thanks to joan for letting me use her phone.
after the practice, joan and i headed to cafe 1. mar called, and i told her to call akhim and ask him to call me. well, akhim called and we decided to met before meeting the rest since we were at the same skol.
terserempak netty, and nice of her to ask how i was doing in school. thanks. apprecaite it. after that, i kept tersereampak at the canteen for several times..hehe.. before that i also too terserempak hazwani. she said hi too.....
so, joan and i was having lunch, akhim came and bought lunch too. in the middle of it, aisyah called me and told me that we had to go to jamiyah home for cca. its so called compulsary. how can i say yes... i promised to met mar and all. so i lied to her...
aniwaz, akhim came from buying the food, and i was quite nervous if akhim spilled the beans. luckily nothing. after lunch, joan and us part. akhim and i heade to bedok inter, and met mar, yas, and nadia.
we went to east coast to cycle, and mar sponsores all for me, so no prob for me.hehe
well, akhim met one of bedok view student and ask who was her teacher, and they said mr yyy. hehe.... akhim, mar , nadia kept disturbing me. yas just laugh. she's kind of quiet. reach east coast and we played for 3 hrs. till now, my butt hurts.
they all kept disturbing me on how a crazy nurse i'd be....constantly at that...especially akhim.
hehe....
taking a bicycle was a bit of torture. it was spoiled halfway, and the rest was at the front. so i walked alone till the end:(
aniwaz, we all went back to bedok inter and reach at 7p.m. then we all part. dad picked me up. and so headed home, bath and went out coz i had religious class.
picked sis up first and then sent me to the klas. i was not happy as dad taught that i refused to eat because he taught we had to leave early to pick sis up, and i was mad because of that. but he got totally wrong. i refused to eat because i wsn't hungry, and i didn't want sis to wait for a long time.
aniwaz, i waited at the park, and mar came. we were at the entrance and mar suddenly hold my hand and kissed it. i ws like, what r u doin? she then looked shocked. she told me that she taught taht i was her father. we couldn't hep ourselves that we laugh till we entered the klas. i was unhappy thought that two sisters in the klas laugh at mar for laughing. i was not happy with that.. aniwaz....after the klas, mar and i went home repectively.
and today saturday, i spent the whole day rearranging my room...haiz.... so tired... wanna sleep...


ans sam, love ya too....

well...today was school day...again tiring and exhausted.
aniwaz..... nursing is something that is not s easy as i thought it be.... but i'll work hard for it...
after school, i met up with sam.... and it has been a long long long time since i've been to bedok library. so it was fun talking. and surely memorable. yes.. all the old memories won;t come back,but its great to share it with special friends....
my phone line kena cut...so people....i'll mesage back wen it has reconnect... it will be soon...hehe... okey la.... bye... end now...

i just couldn't believe it!!! i saw him walking to old sec school.....
i feel sooooooooo happy.
thank u god. if u meant to see someone u will..hehe

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